夜雨霖鈴

Toninght, Under the Tuscan Sun, once more...

There might be some one for you to turn to whenever you are upset... but that person may not always be there... or sometimes, you just have no reason to bother another's life 

but the film... it is always there to put you right

i am wondering what is a dream. since when has it been something that i am so afraid of that i might not be able to live it up?

if a dream is something to fear you, why people say never to abandon it?

dreams exist because they want to remind you that you want something and you will set out to get them . or else, dreams will be illusions and i don't like that.

the other day i said that i'd never travelled by train. then +0 told me that trains were quite dirty and crowded, things like that,, and do not expect the beautiful views outside the window...well,, i had to admit that trains to me,,,were those i knew in films like French Kiss... 

before that, i was thinking that maybe one day i would buy myself a ticket and make a trip to somewhere... a little bit far from here...i was glad of thinking about that...

but his words made me so worried. what if he was true and the moment i stepped out the reality broke my fantasies...i couldnot bear thinking about that...i should have punched him... dream-slaughter...

to have them and live them up, despite they might be ruined, will surely bring us what we have been seeking...

i have been puzzled...